Felt like you just don’t get it anymore.You don’t understand.You are tired of it all.
I just feel like that.I for some reason miss the past.I just want to look forward, but I can’t. Why is that?
I miss my friends, the could-have-been’s, and the would-have-been’s. I miss the way I felt. I miss how just the little things could have made my day wonderful. I miss how I had such strong beliefs. I miss how I was so innocent. I miss the many ways I could have counted my blessings.
I miss EVERYTHING.
I just feel so far gone.I feel…hurt. Deep down that’s all I feel.I’m not one to cry,But that’s exactly what I want to do.
I just want to stop putting on a show and just show the real me.Ya know? The problem is I don’t know the real me.
I don’t want to be lost, I want to find my way home.
