Just to think of where i thought i’d be and where I actually am. What I have and haven’t accomplished. Its all too much. Even though I may not be where I wanted to be, I’m actually happy about it. Maybe my “genius” plan for myself wasn’t so genius after all. In the end I am satisfied. I wouldn’t have learned or experienced what I have without my plan going haywire. Life has taken an unexpected turn, but it’s all good. cause now i see the beauty and potential in this new life. My “genius” plan doesn’t apply now. and maybe not even any plans apply here. maybe I’ll go on without a plan for once. just let life take me where it wants to, let God’s plan come into play. because I’m tired of worrying about it all. I am kind of excited to see what’s in store though, i know there’s so much waiting for me. but for now, the only plan I have is the plan to let life hand me it’s ups and downs, and for once, keep my head held high and my strength in full force.
