Life's Woe's and Oh's:

I ditched my own plans for tonight so i could go see you while you have strep. I didnt want you to...

Thu, 24 May 2012 01:55:16 -0400

I ditched my own plans for tonight so i could go see you while you have strep. I didnt want you to spend your first night of summer by yourself. I checked with you three times to see if you were feeling well enough for me to come over. You were either sleepy or didnt feel up to it. So since i ditched my plans i sat at home tonight. Little did i know you had our other bestfriend come over. She told you not to tell me cause shes made at me then talked mad shit on me to you and my boyfriend. Seriously? Im not mad, im so beyond hurt. You lied. No one else gave a shit about you being sick, just me! So fudge you. Im sooo glad its summer and ill be busy with my job and working out. Now i dont have to put up with you!

Forever.....

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 01:32:08 -0400

Usually forever seems too long. But when it pertains to you and i, it doesn’t seem long enough.

YES.

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 05:54:56 -0400

YES.

Let the prom dress mania begin…. Fudge you prom…....

Thu, 22 Mar 2012 18:48:12 -0400

Let the prom dress mania begin…. Fudge you prom…. Fudge you…

Uhm.

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 19:43:40 -0500

It doesnt even feel like its going to be my birthday saturday… Disappointment has set in.

It's all perfect.

Thu, 10 Nov 2011 23:58:45 -0500

Life that is. I have the most wonderful two bestfriends that I could never live a single day without. They complete me in every way. They are my rock and shield from all the d-bags out there trying to steal my heart. I have no clue what I’d do without them making me laugh till it hurts and always laughing at my terrible jokes.

I am supported and loved by a great family. They love me unconditionally. They give me a perfect example of love and what it should be. They are my solid ground. Lately I’ve come to realize that I would be lost in the world without them. I no longer take them for granted.

And the world is going my way. All the negative and unwanted things have left my life. leaving me burden free and making me see things in a different way. What I though was a small defeat turned out to be a big triumph. The new people in my life and the insurmountable happiness I feel.

I’m truly truly happy. Happier than I have been in a long time. Let’s just hope it says that way.

I'm on one.

Sat, 10 Sep 2011 14:26:28 -0400

I am just seriously happy.

maybe things are looking up.

I constantly think about

Mon, 05 Sep 2011 20:30:31 -0400

where I went wrong.

And the more I think about it the less I will ever know.

I need to know the truth, I need to feel like I’m at home.

Maybe there was no start to the wrong, maybe we were never strong.

And baby this is just another sad sad love song.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

Fri, 08 Jul 2011 23:11:36 -0400

stop denying the truth. you are SO blind to it all. you don’t even want to see the truth. things are only in the way you see them, and beside your way, there is no other way. who does that? you make interaction practically unbearable. freakin open your eyes and see that life is bigger than the five feet you choose to see.

Only if this was in my house.

Fri, 08 Jul 2011 00:50:59 -0400

Only if this was in my house.

I'm taken aback to say the least.

Fri, 08 Jul 2011 00:23:25 -0400

Just to think of where i thought i’d be and where I actually am. What I have and haven’t accomplished. Its all too much. Even though I may not be where I wanted to be, I’m actually happy about it. Maybe my “genius” plan for myself wasn’t so genius after all. In the end I am satisfied. I wouldn’t have learned or experienced what I have without my plan going haywire. Life has taken an unexpected turn, but it’s all good. cause now i see the beauty and potential in this new life. My “genius” plan doesn’t apply now. and maybe not even any plans apply here. maybe I’ll go on without a plan for once. just let life take me where it wants to, let God’s plan come into play. because I’m tired of worrying about it all. I am kind of excited to see what’s in store though, i know there’s so much waiting for me. but for now, the only plan I have is the plan to let life hand me it’s ups and downs, and for once, keep my head held high and my strength in full force.

really?!?.!?!

Sun, 08 May 2011 02:40:06 -0400

why did you have to sit there and lie to me? There was nothing to lie about. Now you’ve digged yourself into a hole that you won’t be able to get out of. You backstabbing lying two-faced bitches. Screw you. You were suppose to be my bestfriends? Well bestfriends don.t do that ish. Have fun being fake with eachother.

it's unreal.

Fri, 25 Mar 2011 18:22:47 -0400

you here about such horrific things happen to people, but you never imagine it would happen to someone you know and care about. It pains me to here the things that happened to her. And the tears keep coming. How could someone be soo cruel? My heart is broken and I know it’s even worse for you. But know I’m always here and love you. The lord gives you tests so in the end you can have a TESTimony. The devil just makes me want to scream.

I wonder if you ever miss me.

Wed, 02 Feb 2011 14:57:40 -0500

As your bestfriend. As your shoulder to cry on. As your secret sharer. As your fun loving long lost sister. Because I miss you. We’ve drifted, but I never intended for us to. I really need you. You have always listened and held me and understood me on a different level.

I may have new friends and seem really happy, which I am dont get me wrong, but they aren’t you. I know we’re different and we’ve grown up. But I want to know the new wonderful young lady you’ve become. I need your support, your love, your forever kindness and wit.

I just want us to one day look at eachother and just hug and maybe shed a few tears. Just hold eachother like we use to on our darkest days. And say anything and everything. I swear I’ll be a better friend. I just need to know your still there. Your still forgiving. And your still my bestfriend.

Worst night of my life,

Thu, 16 Dec 2010 22:58:37 -0500

great,right? It just makes me feel happy from the inside out. I live for these nigts! Ohh the joy!

NOT! I really think that people need to think things through before they do them!
Ohh and I also love that my bestfriend pulled out her best knife to stabb me in the back. And the fact my boyfriend used his dick to think instead of his head! Ohh goody!

Fuck em! I don’t need that in my life. Screw me over cool,but screw me over and feel like it’s okay,hell no. It’s funny how in a snapp things change.

I love love love love love

Tue, 14 Dec 2010 23:15:20 -0500

My friends so much. <3

I'm crazy about you,

Fri, 10 Dec 2010 21:21:14 -0500

You make my head spin and my heart skip a beat everytime.

You inspire me to be something better. You adore the same things I do, You love the same things I love. You do the same things I do. Heck my mother loves you, and you love my mom.

When were together we can’t stop laughing. You make me smile nonstop. I WANT you to whisper those things in my ear. I want you to ignore all those people that wont let us be together. I want to relive every moment with you. I feel different with you then anyone else. Usually its some tiny crush, I am simple with them. But with you I am crazy and deeper than I ever have been. You challenge me, You make me be me, not the person I pretend to be.

I just want to tell everyone the way I feel when I’m with you or how I feel about you. You’ve got me smiling and laughing. You’ve got me doing backflips. You love God and want to worship him for the rest of your life. When you say what you want in a girl, you describe me. And even though I may pretend I am not crazy about you, I really am. I just want to let you know, I am beyond inevitably head-over-heels crazy about you.

I'm in love;

Tue, 07 Dec 2010 17:23:22 -0500

With my life. I have never been able to say that, but now i truly am. I have the best friends who love God and are not afraid to show it. I’ve never had friends like them.I’ve got an amazing an supportive family that loves me unconditionally. And a guy that cares about me. It is all very very perfect. Almost unreal. I am truly blessed.

The beauty isn't just at first glance.

Fri, 30 Jul 2010 19:15:14 -0400

Something beautiful can attract the eye the first time. But there is more than the beauty we see on the outside. There is even more beauty on the inside. Beauty that just awaits to be seen. To be cherished. As I meet people I judge them by how they look. But is that right of me? I mean really. It doesn’t matter how pretty someone may or may not be. What matters is how pretty someone is on the inside. Ugly traits can make someone appear not very attractive. But someone with a heart of gold, who isn’t selfish, who is understanding, and kind & gentle, they are the beautiful ones. So why do I try to appear pretty on the outside when someones true beauty is somewhere much deeper and rarely looked at. True beauty is the unseen.

Hahahahhaha, Colt Ford did a spin-off of the Twilight Saga....

Sun, 18 Jul 2010 14:42:37 -0400

Hahahahhaha, Colt Ford did a spin-off of the Twilight Saga. It’s hilarious!